song of the day!

this song i can relate to right now!

CHRISTINA AGUILERA

"Just A Fool"
(with Blake Shelton)

Uh
Eh
Another shot of whiskey please bartender
Keep it coming til I don't remember at all
How bad it hurts when you're gone (no no no no)

Turn the music up a little bit louder
Just gotta get past the midnight hour (uh huh)
Maybe tomorrow it won't be this hard

Who am I kidding?
I know what I'm missing

Oh, I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'd be true (yeah, yeah)
I'm just a fool
(Yeah)

[Blake Shelton]
I say that I don't care
And walk away whatever
And I tell myself we were bad together (uh huh)
But that's just me trying to move on without you

But who am I kidding?
I know what I'm missing

I, I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'd be true (yeah, yeah)
I'm just a fool

For holding onto something that's
Is never ever gonna come back
I can't accept that it's lost

I should've have let it go
Held my tongue
Kept my big mouth shut
'Cause now everything is just wrong, wrong, wrong

I'm just a fool
A fool for you
I'm just a fool

I, I had my heart set on you
But nothing else hurts like you do
Who knew that love was so cruel (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I waited and waited so long
For someone who'll never come home
It's my fault to think you'd be true (yeah, yeah)
I'm just a fool
I'm just a fool
I'm just a fool

It's my fault to think you'd be true (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm just a fool

the happenings!

barnyard, willowbridge

so the weekends plans changed slightly. the show on friday night was really good! will definately go watch another show there.

saturday's hike, turned out to be a day out in bainskloof and wellington, swimming in the river and having a few drinks in wellington.

sundays cycle was cancelled due to really bad wind, so a gym session was done. i then relaxed and just watched movies the whole afternoon. a good way to end the weekend!

on the cards for the weekend...

tonight i am going to watch the show "moonshadows" at barnyard in willowbridge, durbanville with my parents and a friend. since the "guy" i spent sometime with doesnt stay here, it was buy one get one free, i invited a friend along to join us. only been there once before for a show, so looking forward to the show tonight!

tomorrow morning i am meeting up with friends at 08:30am to go to bainskloof to do the happy valley trail hike, 9km. going to be so much fun, river and rock pools here we come.

sunday morning we doing the longridge and eden mtb ride, need to train for the cape argus. didnt actually want to do it again, but was kinda forced into it.

sunday afternoon will be my couch, movies and popcorn, some veg time!

when was the last time you did something for the first time?

since i have been on my own, i decided that now is the right time to get out there and try new things. i havent had the opportunity to go overseas, zimbabwe by train about 15 years ago is the furthest i have been. i have done nothing adventurous, always scared to try new things.

so with a bit of attitude change and growing a pair, the following is what i have done in the last 4 months:

1) did a intro rock climbing course, where they show and teach you all the safety goodies about climbing
2) did a intro scuba dive course, this was scary at first, the fear of being underwater and something having to  happen made me extremely nervous. but i did it, completed it and now i would like to do the full scuba course. but i am still fearful and that is holding me back a bit. i think i need to grow a bigger pair.

3) went sandboarding in atlantis, also freaked me out a bit. but i did it and had loads of fun. i am a real chicken shit, lol!

4) i hiked lions head in january this year with a "guy" that i have known for years, we spent some time together over new years. i have been in somerset west since 1996 and i never bothered in the past to do it, so sad, there is so much around here to do!

5) and then there is the actual rock climbing, what an experience! the climbing was one of the things myself and the "guy" did together during the holidays. scary like hell! i always thought that i had a fear of heights, well after climbing 2 routes, one route twice and then the other, i dont think i have much of a fear of heights. we climbed at legoland in montagu, wish i could of climbed some more. after climbing only 3 times, i was pap, my arms couldnt hold me anymore. the weekend past i bought myself a climbing gear kit (2nd hand), but basically brand new and it was at a very good price. now to find someone to climb with, someone with a hell of a lot of patience.

there is a few other first times, but kinda more general things, like seeing new places.

oh and i did my first wedding crashing, so much fun, lol! all thanks to the "guy"

intro

introduction to me:

1) almost 35
2) living in strand
3) divorced 4 months ago
4) mother of 2
5) kids stay with their dad
6) full time employed
7) enjoy being active